sexta-feira, 27 de janeiro de 2012

lala a prose to life

Perhaps love is possible.
I went out there
looking for the sun
out there was a cold empty cave
no warmth it gave.
I looked to the east
realized how I longed so much to be where I already was
looked to the west
and felt the sun
Realized how it was a part of me
the past the west
the place from where I came
is as real as where I now am.
It is nor past nor futur
but mearly a continuation of the present
I look to the north,
to the northern star
and remember the snow.
I look to the south
and think of summer
of golden beaches
of rippling waters
of hills of sand.
I open my eyes look around
take a deep breath
and realize
how honestly beautiful
all of this is.
To look at the hills
to look at them and know
that to their earth i belong
to their earth I was never a stranger
To know that this land
runs in my veins
but most of all fills my heart
for there is nothing more beautiful
than coming home
after a long time away.
To hills of cork trees
that run down slopping hills
To the olive tree
with its golden nectar
To the sun beaten ground
of my alentejo roots
To the sun the moom the stars
to being happy in the midst of economic trouble
to reminding every portuguese that
it may be hard
but it is our home
and together we will always be brother and sisters
because we are all from the same home.

sexta-feira, 6 de janeiro de 2012

Werid moment 2

'' At first she thought it was a joke. He must seriously be kidding.

Yet he wasn't. For her 19th birthday he was giving her a ring, and not just any ring. He was giving her his ex-wife's engagement ring. It was golden and not very preety though it sparkeled.

What could her father be thinking giving her as her only birthday gift a ring he had given a women who wasn't her mother. A women whom he had been married such a short time. A women who had not had the time to become her step-mother. Who had only married her father for money.

Even though he knew this he still smiled as he gave his daughter the ring. And smiled again as he asked her if she had liked the gift. And yet again he smiled as he asked her if she had told her friends about the gift.

While all she thought of was of how soon she could get rid of this thing which represented a hard time in her life when he had silenced her for fear of the truth.

All she wanted was to get rid of the ring, not because of the ring itself but the meaning behind it, and her father's lack of sense in giving it to her.

It made no sense at all.'' (Excerpt)

segunda-feira, 2 de janeiro de 2012

I saw

I saw my first rose of winter today. She stood in a front yard small, red and raised up to the sun.
If only I had had my camera with me I would have taken a picture.

The first rose of winter means strength in unlikely situations.
It means hope.

It is what in summer and spring we take for granted but which in the right situation we apreciate.

MY homage to bbrimsby

Give me strength to face the truth, the doubt within my soul
No longer I can justify the bloodshed in his name
Is it a sin to seek the truth, the truth beneath the rose?
Pray with me so I will find the gate to Heaven's door

I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me

Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins

Pray for me 'cause I have lost my faith in holy wars
Is paradise denied to me cause I can take no more
Has darkness taken over me, consumed my mortal soul
All my virtues sacrificed, can Heaven be so cruel?

I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me

Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins

I'm hoping, I'm praying
I won't get lost between two worlds
For all I have seen the truth lies in between
Give me the strength to face the wrong that I have done
Now that I know the darkest side of me

How can blood be our salvation
And justify the pain that we have caused throughout the times
Will I learn what's truly sacred?
Will I redeem my soul, will truth set me free?

Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins