okay!

So I took my own advice for once.
Well acctually my aunt's but I posted it here and it suddenly showed up on my screen so I did it.

My hear was beating fast like when you've stollen something and you know the police is gonna find you.

Well I got a reply. Needless to say it still remains small talk (which is rather calming for me. I mean people small talk at parties where they don't know people so it's still safe though uncharted territory.)

He said his vacation was good and that cookies still remain a dream.
And asked me how mine were.

I haven't replied yet.
And maybe I won't.
It is at times like these that I miss my Rita Snow White, as well as the rest of the princesses. I fear the few times I've spoken with Aurora I've overdone it. God help her with a crazy friend like me.

Everything we do involves taking a risk, taking a chance.

My only fear is that taking these chances keep me from doing what I want to do well, which is sing.
But yet again maybe I am undervaluing my own ability to focus.