confused

Being pulled in a thousand different directions

Feeling stupid

Trying to accept this fuzy feeling

Trying to get over it.

More confused each day

More questioning

No answers

Yet no questions

Believing in a dream

I never had before

Turning and turning

Can’t take it anymore

Wishing I was five again

And emotions didn’t matter

Wishing for something

I try not to admit

Thinking

Thinking

Never understanding

Standing forever at a crossroads

Waiting

For I don’t know what

Hopping this confusion will pass